Wah..Love??urmm..it's hard to define love but i had a story about love. It's not a story of Romeo and Juliet it's just a story of the love i found in my life. My kindergarten love turns out real in my life. How am i going to start of my story?Well it happen years and years ago but i can never forget this memories where i'm about to meet my soulmate. The story begin when i was out with my girlfriends from my ex primary schools. It's been a while i haven't seen them ever since i move out from my older school to the other school due to the family moving to another house in another area away from my older school.
The girls asked me out since one of them just dapat gaji and she's buying lunch and I'm about to leave my hometown and fly to Kuching to further my study. We were outing at the mall and had a walked around after kekenyangan. As we walked and talked I notice i guy so familiar not so far from where we were standing. I tell the girls and they called the guy to us. I remembered him. His name was Mohd Sharizal aka they known him as boboy..ewww..how I hate that nickname. Whatever. The thing is he's grown up now and not the little boy that i know back then when we were in the kindergarten. He used to be smaller than me. For no reason I just don't like smaller boy. I don't know why. Now, he is grown up and all i can say by that moment is Wow, Kacak..and i become kenja..hahaha..is that normal for 19 year old girl back then?
Okay, they had a talk and i was left behind since i don't have the idea on what they are talking about. He was just staring at me in a glance and i'm surprised that he notice me and remembered my name. That was all that come out of his mouth "Eh, Marini.." doh ya jak ka??
The story ends there.
Months later, I'm going to Kuching and life goes on as usual as a student. One day, i received a mysterious called from a guy. He introduced his name as Zikri. He called my number accidently and by then i am kenja and we had a talk. We become friends. I was feeling comfortable with the friendship since he is sweet even though i don't know how the hell he might looks like. Forget about it I'm just making friends. I still don't understand why the physical looks is matter??After chatting and talking i was never curious about Zikri nor trying to know where he found out my number. I believed him saying he just wanted to be friends.
The friendship goes on very well and he is such a nice guy that cares a lot about me. That day, Zikri said that he had something to tell me. I was shocked on what he was about to tell me. He is saying about something to reveal his real identity. Can you guess who is the real Zikri? The story is related and the liar was Mohamad Sharizal. I was stunned and blur and got nothing to say. Am i a fool to believed him all this while and i don't notice at all. I never talked to him before so i have no idea he was lying. He was explaining the reason of doing it, he said that he got my number from my girlfriends and that is the only way to approach me since I was like sombong and the famous words then was jual mahal. All i do was keeping myself in silence,locked my lips and my words.
It took me times to rethink about our relationship. I've been ignoring all his calls and SMS. Forget about him. That's all i ever think of. I went out to my friends room and leave my phone too. As i got back to my room hours and hours later, my phone is ringing. I still ignore it. Then i take a look on the phone and shocked to find hundreds of missed called, SMS and even voice mails saying sorry from him. He sounded so guilty as if he is doing the biggest sin. That night i do my self reflection.hahaha..I am bad. He is trying to get my attention. He truly and deeply saying that he wanted me to become his gerek. Wow..how sweet..but still he lies to me.
That day i decided to forgive him. Thinking that it's not such a big deal and i don't understand why girls just like to membesarkan hal yg kecil..As i forgive him, our relationship is back to normal, this time he is proposing the same thing again and again to me. He really wanted me to become his girlfriend.
In the end i accept him to become his girlfriend. Since then, our love journey starts. Now, it's been almost two years of our marriage and we are blessed with a child. I love my husband so much and when i think about it again i smile and praise to Allah for all HE has done in my life.
